1.
Watch the days go by here
Its garaunteed it wont come through
My friends left me for someone new
Im still just confused
Feel used enough to cry
But some things just wont come out right
I started not to try
Someone please remind me
I'll trust my wish was true sometime
In the end we'll all just feel unkept
Now I'm stuck in this
Im so bored nothing is ever worth it
Watch it all go by
I'll wait for you to smile and
I'll be gone before you wake up
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2.
Talk to myself more
Figure out exactly what went wrong
You'll be yourself
Tell me how much now that Im just myself
Keep lying now you'd be better off
Im sorry, you just cant pull that off
(Im not lying)
It really fit just fine
Im not as beautiful as you
Maybe you could play guitar
Maybe you could be my wife
Maybe you could always show up on time
That really doesn't seem like what I'm waiting for
My god, this is just so retarded
Cos I'll probably change my mind
Some day, I know, things have to get better
{Im just not as beautiful as you
like please see through me
Im not lying did you...}
{This girl will listen and
she'll rock it out like no one can
I'll talk to her cos shes a rock star
she will rock it out like no one can
cos shes a rock star}
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3.
Its really hard for me to hate you
Its so hard to be here
You make me feel sad about making you feel bad about this
I cant beleive myself this time
Does it make you feel better about yourself?
That I think about you sometimes
Will you forget what they did for you?
And I'll forget what they did to me
realize its over
Did you notice that she passed out on the floor
Their all alone
She's talking to me
Im starting to cry
Its making you sick
Their all going home
Leaving me now
Im stuck here again
Just figure it out
It doesnt seem right
We'll do it again
You want me to go
They've all come home
Their freaking me out
This isnt a game
I didnt forget
Your breaking my heart
I've been waiting, for so long
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4. R.R.
Whatever happened to my honesty?
Whatever happened to my loyalty?
I guess it flew out the window
along with my past when i got here
i wore that shirt that you gave me
but i thought about someone else
and i guess it all comes back in the end
cos now i hear we're just friends
whatever you thought you saw in me that day
forget about it
because its probably not there anymore
i'd give you everything i had just to make your expectations of me
just go away
if you want to keep this whole affair some bug dumb secret
well then go ahead, cos its fine with me
if you dont want this anymore
you think its all so wrong
well whatever, cos its fine with me
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5.
What will you do with me?
dont beleive this really makes me sad
if this was fine, i wouldnt do this
im trying to be fair
are you missing something?
did you lose the game?
are you missing last year?
just get away
did it mess you up?
this wasnt in the plan
i wish you wouldn't try to do this
you might hate me for it later
are you missing last year?
are you missing me?
so i've lost this game, please go away
hope you feel like you've lost this game
i hope you feel like your missing something
i hope you cry when you get home
are you missing me?
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6.
And the more i hear,
the more i want to leave this town behind
they're all going to be crying
all over someone they just cant
have again, love again, trick again
find someone else that you know
cos you know i make you feel better
cos its better to feel something
why else would you?
just say i love you sweethear
i'll be yours tonight
just say i make you stronger
(its not wrong at all)
sorry if you all have some sexual confusion
its too late for that cant you see what you've done
i dont sleep with my friends i dont lie when i mean it
im doing my best not to lead you on
its just too bad that i've been there myeslf
its just too bad that im so much like all of you
just say i love you sweetheart
its not wrong at all
just say we love you and
it wont be wrong at all
its not wrong at all
cant even breathe in here
cant even look at you
tell me how it feel when they all start to laugh at you
please say how much you love me
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7.
We'll still try
remember what it was that made you sad
you'll be glad to know that
i already know so dont feel bad
cos i dont feel sad,
maybe im a little bit upset
you never had to lead me on
cos it just made me feel stupid
im glad that you never said goodbye
i'll try not to care anymore
dont worry it happens all the time
who'll ever know i wish you were here
remember the name of that song
i've really done it
why would i feel so down?
i still have some of your things
i still have some things of yours
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8.
Wish this could be tragic and
theres no way you'll ever be like that
this is a mistake this time
i really never heard anything at all
wish this could be tragic
so if you really like me while im sober
maybe your just better than i thought
is this a bad time in your life?
should i come back another day?
please know that its different this time
please know that i told you everything
im still waiting just for you to show up
im still waiting know
know you all just left me behind
i'll be waiting when you decide you've had enough
i'll be waiting
maybe decide to leave you behind
guess this could be tragic
who willy ou be now theres no one around
who will you be now
theres no one around to make you someone
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9.(Cover, completely changed and better than original)
Welcome to where time stands still
no one leaves and no one will
moon is full, never seems to change
just labeled mentally deranged
dream the same thing every night
i see freedom in my sight
no locked doors, no windows barred
no things to make my brain seem scarred
sleep my friend and you will see
that dream is my reality
they keep me locked up in this cage
can't they see its why my brain says rage
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10.
I've forgotten just what it is to want
i forget just what it is i've always wanted
i forget the last time that i didn't cry
over absolutely nothing at all
this is getting so old
i am getting so old
this is getting so old, and
you're just getting so old
always thought, if i was allowed to leave
i'd have something more to say
i dont want your revelations
got stuck here on my own
didnt someone say that things just have to get better?
cos this is getting so old
and i am getting so old
forgetting where you came from
and you lost everything you had
you lost everything you had
control the sky all you want
if it makes you feel better
you control the sky
do you remember what you want
and is it really any better?
is it really any better?
do you feel a whole lot better?
yeah i feel a whole lot better
is this really any better?
do you feel a whole lot better?
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11. Up and Down
("hello...yeah"
ain't nobody gonna break my style
nobody can hold me down
got to keep on moving
"uh...can i get some more uh, vocals...and monitors please?")
I walk up and down
and up and down back up and down every day
and i'm getting kind of tired
talk to myself along the way
people will start to think i'm crazy
but it keeps me sane though
i stare too much, and too long
i get busted all the time
does anyone really care,
or do they get that compliment too often?
i only hate what i dont like about myself
im sorry if i see myself in you, cos theres nothing you can do
i only trust as far as i can see when i forgive all things i've trusted
that just weren't true
maybe if i believe in it just enough
i'll remember that it really happened
some day
i try so hard not to care what you think of me
i try so hard just to make you like me
you rock it out like no one can
you rock it out like no one can
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12.
Maybe its the rain
maybe its my head
maybe its not sad
maybe its just like yesterday
we can just be friends
i guess its my turn now
let me buy you a drink
im glad we figured this al out
didnt expect to cry
didnt expect you to say that
i wonder how much you thought
didnt want to feel used
but of course i'll be there watching you want them
wanting to tell them
telling them nothing
of course i'll be there
telling you nothing
maybe its the rain
maybe its not sad
its all upside down, its all turned around
i fall inside out and im going down
but of course i'll be there
watching you want them
wanting to tell them
telling them nothing
nothing to say
but of course i'll be there
watching you want them
wanting to tell them
telling them nothing
nothing to say
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13. Sometimes I Feel Like Throwing Up
I've been sitting here for an hour
guess you just forgot to say hello
pretend that you never saw me here
so someone broke your heart,
i'm breaking mine
cos you just dont have enough light to know its getting dark
i dont htink you understand how this feels
i havent called you in a week
yeah i know its been a long time
no nothing nevermind
i was just talking to myself
cause you really dont deserve to know how i feel anyway
you can just go home and play your stupid rock and roll
try on all those new leather pants cos damn they look so good on you
i still dont get why you asked me to call
guess you had too much to drink you needed
someone else to watch you
this isnt fun anymore
just a bit too much karma coming back to get me
so i wont look to see if your still here
although it doesnt matter that much to me
you can do that sexy dance
to make sure everyone still wants you
when the night is over and
you still dont have someone else to love
you can just go home all by yourself
play that music really loud
so no one hears you when you start to cry
all by yourself
i've done it all to myself this time
theres no one else to blame
your just in my way
and if i see you it can make me have
please just go away
theres no one else to blame here
your just in my way
sometimes feel like throwing up
please just go home cos i've done it to myself
there no one else to blame here
i've done it all to myself
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14.
They said you looked like
you might be happy
i smiled and walked away
from all my friends
cos when you kissed me
i felt so sad
i jsut dont want to fall in love
and this elevator door
is closing so fast
theres just no time to say good bye
like when you go away
and i just cant forget what you said
when i know that i know
its so cute to forget
so its still just a game
that you play so you wont end up hurt
in the end
i'll try to forget so you wont feel a thing
and i'll try to forget
and i'll try
i would tell you how much i loved you
if i just thought that it meant something
and i have to go home
like you have to go home
so i'll just leave your here
i never wanted to throw it all away
give it all to you
like when you go away
and i just cant forget
what she said when i know
when i know its so cute to forget
so its still just a game
that we play so you wont
end up hurt in the end
i'll try to forget so you wont
feel a thing
i guess that what you want
just wait
they said you looked like you might be happy
of course i said, i always am
cos when she kissed me
i didnt care
i will beleive that this will go away
like when you go away
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15. Anti-Love Song
So that day when you all realize
it was never worth it
the pain in your eyes will be enough
to make me smile
so didnt i just say that i dont feel sorry for you
anymore
you told me too much and thats always the worst mistake
to make
so thats what you get for falling in love
and thats what you get for trusting her that much
cause didnt i just say that i dont feel sorry for you
it seems all my friends have been falling for someone these days
and that whole thing just really isnt my scene
i dont regret ever sending you that christmas card
and i dont regret never telling you good bye
and i am such a liar
cos if i could have it my way
i'd tell you everything
and this whole thing is driving me insane
never see you around
just might have to leave this whole
god-damn town behind
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16.
We'd all like to think that we're the pretty one
and we'd all like to think that what we do is better than
what everyone else does
we'd all like to think that we could get te girl
and we'd all like to think that we're....selfish one
why cant it be good until someone else likes it?
and why cant it be good until someone else has it?
and why cant it be good if everyone else has it?
and why do we all think everyones in love with us
and why do we say its better
when we know we're the best
cos we'd all like to think that we're the pretty one
and we'd all like to think that what we do is better than
what everyone else does
we'd all like to think that we could get te girl
and we'd all like to think that we're....selfish one
why do we act so humble
when we're all just hung up on ourselves
why do i act so humble
guess i'll just keep that to myself
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17. Sadstyle
Maybe if i did something real
you would like me more
all of this would just go away
so please dont give it a second thought
because on the day when i met you
i guess its all come back to me now
and your all so sad
and thats just too bad
cos you always had the chance to make it better in your head
{if you knew exactly how i felt
you wouldnt like me anymore
and you know i always do what they say}
{i dont want her
i cant have her
of course thats what my aunt said
and you know i always do what they say}
of course i'll always do what they say
your all i want in this world
your all i think of all the time
i dont know why it seems to like me
your all so sad
its just too bad
because you always had the chance
to make things seem better than they are
(i wanted you to like me)
but of course i always do what they say
but of course i always do what they do
this girl is in a rock show
she'll rock it out like no one can
i'll stare at her
because she is a rock star
she wont talk to me
cos she is a rock star
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