5 Dollars
So for now it’s guaranteed that I will always like you more
I’m always in this shirt and it’s always just a little bit too small
I paid 5 dollars yesterday just to see you for a second
And someone’s head was in the way again
Like it always is
I guess you’ll always be that girl who just won’t notice I exist here
Because this is such a small town
To not see me standing here
So if I pass out when you walk by
It’s probably because you looked at me
God I’ve already said too much

Falling
Lost again
Disappeared from everyone
Stuck between where I need to go
And where I’m going
But you’re so stupid
Don’t you know that’s the only way to hurt me?
Guess I’ll go away now
All I can do is hurt you
Not what you think it is
Obviously in my head
Forgive myself of this
Forgive myself of everything
Please forgive me


I’m fine…Bye Bye
So you decide to get today
Not that it matters anyway
And you know you’ll drive yourself insane some day
??
I’m almost done here
What did you do?
Who did you call?
Friends remind you what you told them
And the bruises all make sense now


You Decide
You seem so sad because you’re still the same
It’s gotten old, it’s gotten out of hand
I think about her sometimes
I think you think about her sometimes
We all think about them sometimes
Because you decided
So when I leave, feel free to talk about me
It seems so desperate, trying not to lie
It’s a big excuse for those things you just won’t ever have
You decided

Part II
It feels like it’s all gone
Then I think of you
I think of a trip to??
Trying to make it to your show on time
Think about how you looked at her that day
Think about how she looked at me
Just looking at you both looking so goddamn cool
Wonder what exactly I’m looking for
Trying to break your heart
Or is it my heart I’ve been breaking so bad

Crushed
I hate how this has changed
Can’t even remember how you used to make me feel
And I still cry after your shows
Can’t even write about this anymore
It’s all over now
Someone please take this drink away
I’m going home
Maybe I’ll follow through this time
I’ll tell everyone it makes me sad to look at you
Did you tell everyone I couldn’t keep my eyes off you?
Then I’ll tell everyone it makes me sad to look at you

I’m So Bored
Time is my worst fear
Eternity in here
If you can’t deal with where you’re at now, why did you stay here so long?
Eternity in hell
Eternity in time
What is your worst fear?
Boredom’s my worst fear

Metal Beds

The Last Song
What a mess you’ve made of your pretty head
I can’t believe they’ve left me here all alone with you again
And I’ve blurred the line between excuses and lies
Didn’t realize you could still make me want to cry
And it’s all a waste of my endless time
Memories I can’t get back
And conversations I’m trying to forget
This will be the last talk
This will be the last song
This will be the last apology
Hate myself for making you hate me
I hope to god you remember everything
Kept the pieces of things I wrote for you
It’s just not right and I just can’t love you
Can’t believe that you made it sound so true
Awful things that you think I did to you
Memories that you made up in your head
It’s just not right and I can’t go on like this
I’m ashamed of who I tried to be
Think for sure that they’ll take away these ??
Sick and tired of all these boring worked up feelings
I wish you’d let me be

100x
Promised myself I would write this all down
But it’s all lost in letters just left in her
Promised myself I’d remember it all
But it’s all a regret
Lost in her room
This reminds me of 2 years ago when I first landed
And I forgot what it was like to have my life in someone
And I’m afraid to let you know
That I’ve become obsessed with myself
When you suffer from some sadness
That you just can’t seem to change
You make this hurt just 100x more
Before I could let you go
Before I could leave it alone



Bells
This is the end
Say it’s worth it, say it’s over
Reassure me, let me die here


The Coffin
I could know that you’re lying sometimes
I guess so you can get through this time
You could be more aware than all them
I could be more aware than you think
Don’t forget the one you love
You’re such a joke
I don’t care
Should have told me
Am I just someone new in this game?
Guess we won’t know until the end
So I’m still just confused why I’m here
Guess you don’t feel the same
Get it off
Did you always do what they say?

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